I killed.......

A lizard....

It got me super irritated.

I used insecticide but realised lizards are not afraid of it.

Damn it.

It keep crawling around in my room actively and thanks to baofa who say it will crawl in my ears when i sleep. MAKES me more determined to get rid of it.

So i go and pour hot water on it.

Bah. Yes i'm cruel. But i dont care

I dont dare to use kitchen paper to wrap it and throw away.

So i just asked my mom to sweep it off and she said one lizard need to be so fuss up meh.

YES! NEED okie.

DAMN it. I'm just useless. To afraid something that is much much smaller than me.

I'm not afraid of dark even i cant see my five fingers, but i'm just dont like those creatures.

I JUST HATE THE SIGHT OF COCKROACHES OR LIZARDS CRAWLING IN MY ROOM

IF IT IS IN THE BATHROOM WHEN I WAS BATHING , I CAN CLOSE ONE EYE AND LET THEM SEE FREE SHOW.NVM.
Of course i will bath asap.Duh.

Sometimes, people just dont understand me why i hate those creatures and ask me to overcome it.I just treat them as they dont know me well.*Everyone is unique in their way* Because they dont know how afraid i am and they are not in my shoes.*IF you love me for who i am, you should let me be who i am*

I wish i got a bravo who will protect me away from all this and killed every one of it which wants to get near me.

Now i imagined myself in my eighties and jump up the chair when i see a cockroach.

P.s - Dubai banned online calls - But after my rumblings to baofa on msn that dubai made such restriction is totally ridiculous, i feel if he really wants to call , need not need to use online can always call mobile. The every day calls he said dont know zhun already not.sigh

Ashie-Bad bad bad bad bad day-